- not finding any

"I feel guilty for feeling like this
I am so advantaged in life and I’m so privileged compared to others.
I don’t live in poverty nor am I abused
I am physically healthy and I have the right to an education
My family love me and I don’t live within conflict nor do I live in a warzone
Yet I still feel like shit
And I should be so grateful
For how good my life is
But all I feel right now is how a good life is being wasted on someone who would prefer not to have a life at all
And that’s just not fair
But really I just want to feel.
To feel love
To feel pain
To have ambitions
And feel attractive
Or just wanted
Even to feel sad
Because sad is healthy
What I feel now is empty and a constant need for suffering
To be good enough.
But really all I am is scared
Scared of decisions
The unknown
Of life and the future
Relationships,
Changes and strangers
But right now I know something
I am going to feel like this until I find peace
Weather that be in death or not
I haven’t decided that yet"
eyebrowwhore (via eyebrowwhore)

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artvevo:

sick pic of us killin it
radophobia:

candy floss coloured clouds

emmysaurus:

taking a nap is always so risky like when will I wake up? in thirty minutes? in 2 hours? in 7 years?? no one can be sure

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gohn-jegbert:

have you ever had that moment where you see police officers and try not to look suspicious even though you didnt do anything and you end up looking like you just murdered ten people

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iradicate:

Hello I hope everyone is having a nice day

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unbloss:

lepetitchatblanc:


best thing I’ve ever read

NEVER FORGET

holy shit